The last night !

Its wasn’t too late when I came back home last night ….
Things were at there place kept still… just me wandering along with my thoughts…
I couldn’t just figure out what went wrong .. where did things go wrong… those tears rolling down .. dee within that fear of loosing  that became the truth started to hant me… Every night was a painful one.. Those cherishable momeries no longer pleased me… those soulful faces were just a dream now…
At  times you cannot accept the realities of life…
When the part of you leaves and betrays you bad … those hard feelings…
Every I second I could recall back all that happened … but knew nothing would be back now
It was the time I needed a change… I needed to move … to grow mature … to be one that no could even think of…
That’s what is life all about !

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The three pillars of my life

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With every passing day, the happen to realise that there are a lot many people who will leave you out at the times of misery…
But there are a few handful who wouldn’t ever let you face it all alone..
This is my time of struggle where am not alone  to face all of it …
My mother who had been the backbone had ever since protected me from all the odds and stands beside me no matter what it takes of her ..
She had that confidence over me even if the whole world stood against me..
I cant express my feelings for her but she hold my world..
It is because of her I just couldn’t give upon my dreams and still chasing for them till I get them

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      My mom

Even after facing a lot much in her life she does every bit she can do for me …
And she istge essence of my life…all  I do or will do is just for her

Though my first cousins … my two sisters had been the greatest support of my life ..
These two had been there at my  goods and my  bads ..

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      My cousins
     
We do not meet often .. but our are bond  is immensely strong….
I guess I wouldn’t have the courage to face it all if they weren’t there..
Life had shown a lot many problems and difficulties where I wasn’t able to  lift myself up but then they were there  always …

All I can I do is thank god for blessings me with such wonderful people in my life
And yes the promise to face hardships of life strongly and achieve what I desire for .. Because when haven’t given up you didn’t fail yet ..

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We can do it

Bhagwan ke bharose mat baithye… kya pata bhagwan humre bharose baitha ho
” Donot wait for God to something for you … who know even God might be waiting for you to do something for him”
(A dialogue from the Movie – Manjhi -The Mountain Man )

Pondering over the same I happen to realise may be these difficulties are always meant to be..
They are just a hurdle to do much bigger than what you didnt even thought off ..
May God hopes high from us  …
Those darker sides are just the way to Glory …
Facing every phase of life makes us stronger enough to beat the hardship coming ahead…
Day of difficulty are just a sound of merry go just awaited to come to us …
It may take a little longer to get what we deserve but life prepares us to handle it ..
The fame… the glory may fade away but the pages of struggle ate key to get back and stand to achieve it …
And like who actually really know may be that God of ours wait for us to achieve something huge and do it for him…

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Manjhi - The Mountain Man

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The unsaid

A happy go lucky chap .. cute innocent soul.. a lively carefree kid .. she was life… to be a doctor was what she wanted to be
Its was April 2014 she happen to meet him through a social site . The common interest they shared was music.
From strangers to friends and from friends to special souls .. love has seeded into them.
Days passed by .. time was priceless for her..
Love was what she lived for ….a life she admired and fantasized..
Every thing was just a fairy tale… the world of beauty when suddenly something drastic just changed her life ..
While she was building her world of dreams.. fate was planning something painful for her..
She lost all she had to become something .. her ambitions were taken away .. her  biggest dream of being a doctor was shattered somewhere…
And he just left her abruptly
A loner she became …couldn’t just stop him..
Yet she stood to a fighter a chance taker .. with all that she had ..
But those feelings were unsaid … that story was unread….

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Just wont quite …

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Diplomatic and worried … days be so difficult and nights be haunting. Still being positive with and a hope of life… Words be a heal to all the wounds… a life to live about for others … a last hope of getting best  of worst.. some chance of that happiness that had been lasting since long  back… a Last given to life for it to show its value.. a last gamble with destiny to render about .. !!!!

To keep the faith in oneself a last major combat with all I have … to never step back to hell … yeah its a fight against all the odds and the sufferings ..
A  chance to stay alive and make it worth  while ..

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